currently watching tv premiere on ch 5, the chronicles of narnia. because there's nothing else interesting on tv and boredom is still killing me. there's no one on i can chat with because most of them had to go off early and pack up their bags or something. 

i am feeling pissed off. and upset at the same time. i went back home after my trip to malaysia, expecting for my family members to welcome me home or something. instead of that, i got sarcastic remarks from dad which did hurt me alot. he shouted across the room asking why am i am darker than ever. i wanted to get my dinner after that, and he scolded me because i had to eat first and not do the laundry. i asked him to shut the hell up. hell yeah i did just that. it's like saying he doesn't like it when i'm at home. like this family is and will do so much better without me. 

today. sis, mum and dad went out to get something. they came back home, and my sister came running to me showing off her new watch. i took a look at my sis brand new watch and told me that my mum bought only watches for my bro and my sis. after, my mum came straight to me and told me this ; i give you money $29 buy this at bedok int. you choose then you go buy. have many other colour. i feel like an ass. like who wouldnt? its not the money or the watch thats important, but whether you are willing to buy one for me. 

 

damn my handphone. it was on vibrate mode and i put it on the edge of my table. it happened to vibrate and it dropped. causing a large crack on the left side of the screen. looks like i really can't take care of my things. speaking of which, i've just got a message that says..

" hi, sorry i didnt tell you that i am moving permanently to Indonesia, Jogyjarkarta, next week i don't know how long i am staying there but im going out from singapore tmr. i will give you my new number, new address and new email when i get there. hope to see you at least before i leave. sorry for the late notice. but i have no choice but they have chosen me as the... next prime minister of Indonesia. send this message to other fools like you to fool them like i fooled you. "

hahahahahahahahahaha. screw you. i just got fooled by rabaa. i really thought she was moving out of singapore. i am not ready for school tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow. there's phy, bio and mt. shitzzz, confirm i cannot get my ass out of bed in time for school. oh and i forgot. me and mum had a convo yesterday when i reached home from ndp prac. 

me ; ma, i wanna buy mp3.

mum ; your pay havent come yet right?

me ; i dunno. you nvr check?

mum ; havent check yet. 

me ; i wanna buy mp3 tau.

mum ; then your camera?

me ; ye la. my mp3 is the small one, not bigbig nye, lagipun, jadi ke beli camera? * smiles *

mum ; ye la, kalau beli mp3, mane cukop untuk camera?

me ; ma klua kan duit la, together with my pay. kan cukup * all smiles *

so that cheered me up a little. the thought of me holding a dslr is simply fascinating. see, im smiling as i am blogging this down right now. hahahahaha. c r a z y. okay one more last thing to blog about.. my hair is long long long alr. just another 15-20 cm more and i am happy happy happy ^^ hahahahaha. screw you, i don't have a loose screw in my head. i want to watch the rest of the chronicles of narnia ( it's already 9 pm, whats there to watch? hahaha ). followed up by incredible tales and! pushing daisies. goodnight.