i am pissed off. i am fucking pissed off. with who? myself!

wanna know why? i'll tell you why.

because i freaking bought new specs for myself. which is obviously my dear ( baobei ) to me. and i simply broke it just like that. dad bought my specs with his sixty bucks. since i broke it, i have to fork out 60 bucks just to get the same pair of specs again. which means.. i wont be able to buy new clothes this month. ( or maybe for the next 2 months too. ) i swear i was cursing myself right there and then when i realised i broke my own specs. damn it. 

imagine if my macbook and my dslr cant even be operated anymore. i will be fricking depressed.

tsk shut up la. i no mood already. ):