i still can remember all of what i went through vividly. from the friends i've made, from the friends that left me. from the journey the closest people went through with me, from all the heartbreaks and sorrows we overcome. from the tears we shed, and all the time wasted about what our future is going to be like. from the time we learned to hold on, from the moment we learned how to let everything go. from all those painful expriences we've been through, from the times we forgive and just tried to forget. it was a tough year, yet a memorable one.
i only met my bestfriend at the start of year 2008. we just happened to share everything in common. answers, homework, views on every single thing, all the same. then i met raba'ah. someone who never fails to cheer me up and talk about what we find a girl attractive. yes a girl. i still remember i've ever tried finding love because i thought i might have a chance. i thought, if i still search, love will find me. but in the end i learned that you let love find you, not the other way around. i'd just leave it to fate to decide.
then i made a new friend, but endless fights. we didnt talk for a long time, not until recently. i still remember uniform group camp in school with the npcc and st.johns. the nightwalk we had, the screams, the time we woke up at 4 just to bathe. the time we got fed up when someone when someone used the toilet for more than 5 minutes. next up, sec 3 camp. the most memorable one at that. the first camp overseas, at port dickson. go kart, and many many fun we had. i still remember the first day, when i had to sleep in a hotel. the phone never stopped ringing because they wanted to prank me. i still remember the cheers for tkss when we see each other early in the morning with mr raj. the second day, we have go kart, and race. the night walk was the most memorable thing. we had to walk through the jungle, and held on to each other. i still remember me clinging on to natasha and suz. i almost fell at the last part, but some guy offered me his hand and i managed to escape the fall. never really got to know who that person is, but thank you. i still remember i shrieked and scream just when im about to enter the woods.
then the third day, we have competition among the classes. campfire. oh boy hahaha. i still remember that one boy in every class had to be dressed up by the class. most of em started blowing up balloons to use them as.. haha yeah you get it. then have someone to escort them and walk up to the front and say why they deserve to win. to tell you the truth all i remember is nadzri's act also known as baby icez. hahaha. then back to the hall, and all the guys have to dance. i can remember vernon's dance. the fucking horniest dance ever with the sides of hall, acting as a pole. i remember taufiq dancing. and dino! the most sexiest dance. hes got em' sexy legs! i remember going into underground tunnel, and got all of myself wet, dirty and smelly. i still remember i slept in a red indian's house, and i was freaking cold because the we set the air-con to the lowest temperature. then the next day, i slept with suz and raba'ah, and watched WWE till late at night and cursed the show non-stop because they never show the real action. the punching, the throwing, the hitting.
remember the time we went to the salvation army to help clean the house. the kids there was adorable, but ran away upon the sight of us. maybe they're just afraid. we raked the leaves. i still remember calling edward a cleaner because he was wearing everything a cleaner/sweeper was wearing. i wanted to wash my hands but i was afraid to do it alone because.. you know ow the japanese toilet looks like? like empty corridors, not a single soul in the building? the toilet had only a lightbulb in it and you bet its big. i had to drag someone to follow just to wash my hands. after which, our heritage tour. i remember wishing upon a wishing well right at the top f the hill ( is it a hill? cos i think it is. haha! ) went back, and slept in the red indians house. i threw away my shoes because it was freaking dirty and it was totally covered by sands. we said our goodbyes to our instructors, took pictures and got into the bus. long long journey from port dickson to the check point.
after the sec 3 camp, participated in ndp. everybody was excited to join and i stuck to the training. the training in school from 7 to 10 every tuesday. the very first time we got to see the power risers. the very first time we got on the power risers. hahahaha i still remember the time i fell down for the very first time. the time i managed to get up my own self ( hey no wait, i think rafique helped me up ) then the training dates postponed to every saturday, morning till 1 pm. the first time i met sab, erma and this guy who captured my eyes when i saw him. i still remember nally telling me about the cinoneh army guy. i still remember the time i tried jumping on the power risers. ahahaha crap shit. i thought i had phobia or something because i tried clinging into a pole in the basketball court and tried to jump like mad. then the first training at bedok stadium. the very first time i met abdullah! the very first time i get so excited when i get to know his name. i still remember this conversation..
nally : hahahahaha!
fana : busted.
nally : aku tak ckp pape.
me : hahahahaha!
haha those were the times. the times where we would train till late at night. still remember suz hurt herself when she was playing catching, we went into the room to get it washed. the room was quiet, then something grumbled that scared the hell out of me and atikah then suz says ; sorry. hungry ah. hahaha! remember the fights we had with a fight between atikah and one of the girls in paya lebar girls school. i remember nadiah, hafiz, wan, peijun, and the photographer who taught me how to use the dslr. the photographer who lend me his dslr and the first model for my first shot with the dslr, abdullah. i got really sick during ndp training. i remember me trying so hard to breathe in the bus after ndp training because i fell sick. high fever. sore throat.
i still remember atikah, suz, nally me, fana dancing to the dikir barat song. i still remember the time people get so fanatic over shuffle and jumpstyle. i still remember act 2 scene 3 song. the heart shape in the sky i see every saturday. it was raining on the actual day. wasted. because we;ve been training with the power risers and never got to wear it. i still remember we used to dance tektonik right after the music starts at the end of the song. i still remember ebal, mickey, zeela dancing attracted all of us. i remember working for LTA. we did freaking 120 rounds or card tapping and then went shopping. then we did another 120 rounds to have early lunch. hahaha. nothing much happened during september, october, and november. i remember that my birthday this year sucked because i had a fight with my dad.
no im not being emotional stupid. just trying to remember 2008.
now lets get to the fun part : my resolutions for 2009!
1. Get my brains working and start studying seriously
2. Stop slacking
3. Stop being naive
4. Stop being so guilliable
5. Get to sec 5
6. Pass my o levels and get into nafa (!)
7. Improve in my photography
8. Be a happy girl
9. Erase the word paranoid out of me
goodbye 2008, welcome 2009!
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