dont read. stop wasting time.

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proper update once i have pictures. im out of new pictures because ive been staying at home or not in the mood ( i dont know how many times i have to repeat that ) for any picture taking. meanwhile, post secrets should do.

i spent my whole day at home today because i have no plans. i'd wanna go out with suz and fana again, but suz is working and i know fana is sick. since nobody's free, figured out i should just stay home and help mom with household chores. study, read book, stare at my macbook screen.

okay to tell you the truth, i didnt do any household chores today. i was totally shagged. i fell asleep everytime im sitting on a couch or simply just lying down on a bed. i take a book to read, the minute i find myself sleeping. obviously im not having enough sleep but who cares.

i didnt eat any meat for 3 days straight. dude i think im becoming a vegetarian. haha! not funny. anyhoo, currently chatting with haniz. sorry haniz for asking all those ridiculous questions, but im just feeling worried. worried for what you ask me? ha ha ha chill uh mag. while chatting with haniz, elsa texted me. asked me to join her cuz' birthday celebration at etp tomorrow. thats great.. since i dont have any plans why not go. prob is, mom. god damn it.

and to natasha : yeah. you just gotta know when you should listen and start trusting him. i think i'll be staying up till 4 today. so we can chatty chat till then aight. thank you for advising me yesterday. and you too, i hope you're doing fine after your recent heartbreak. ive been thru that millions of times. i love youz.

" But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright. And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so. These words are never easier for me to say, Or her to second guess. But I guess, that I can live without you but, without you I'll be miserable at best. You're all I hoped I'd find, In every single way. And everything I could give, Is everything you couldn't take. Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away. And the hardest part of living, is just taking breaths to stay. "

goodnight.