" As you say, Tonight we, forget everything. And stay the night, If I was wrong then I'm sorry. I'll stop this fight. For the night, And this empty space left in the seat, To my right where you should be says a lot. Don't let it say goodbye.

And today I know that tomorrow will shine again golden and bring our hearts back home. And today meant nothing, because you're gone. And I swear that this meant everything to me, because my hearts not home "

fuck sundays. my sundays never get better. i didnt eat the whole afternoon. i asked my dad to get me waffles for me to eat. dad cooked porridge. and nope i wasnt being fussy. at 3 i called up my mom and she said she was already on the way home. i took a short nap and woke up at 5 to find that shes not home yet.

at 5.30 she opens the door. and i asked her where was my waffles and then guess what she said. " you got say meh? " i wanted to scream the hell out of my lungs till i couldnt breathe at that very moment. so i gave up. i went down to get stuff and cooked myself pasta. it was my first attempt of cooking pasta actually.

so theres maths common test tomorrow and here i am happily wasting time by blogging. its already 10.49 pm. maybe i should get started now.. but i am absolutely not in the mood to do so. so why not type till i have nothin else to type anymore. lemme see.. i think i want to redo my exploration for art all over again. since the teacher said i am too narrow-minded by snapping the birds in the cage.. i shall take em photos in the internet. redraw the whole of my exploration by the end of this week.

and i hope your conscience will eat you alive someday. goodnight.