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hello world.

its 11.18 pm on a wednesday night.

so i had my english oral this afternoon in the hall..

and it was freaking hard i swear!

kidding. it was pretty easy actually.

so i greeted the teacher and sat down at 4. i started talking and describing, talking about their appearance, what will happen next, their feelings their thoughts..

and the teacher doesnt seem interested at all. she was facing another way when i was talking to her. she lean back and gave me that " are you done? " look.

what the hell.

then why even bother creatin a stupid subject just for oral.

plain stupid.

i finished my oral at 4.05 and i was shocked because!

i thought i was supposed to talk for 15 minutes or so.

i thought i was going to fail.

so i went down to the canteen and waited for suz.

suz came down a little while later and told me i talked alot during the oral.

hahaha i dont think so.

howd you feel when someone..

immediately went to the shop to get water when he finds out you got a sore throat and you are in need of water without telling him anything. got for you strepsils with his money even though you said you dont need any because he worried and doesnt want you to suffer. he told you he is planning to buy a prepaid card when hes going overseas just to hear your voice.

aww isnt it just sweet.

okay lets cut it.

i am pissed off.

because both of em parents are drivin me nuts.

no they are literally driving me nuts.

its either i get screamed/scolded/cursed at, being thrown with endless sarcastic comments and the worst of it all, having to tolerate my dads ego.

fuck you. i feel aggrieved. i dont think theres an end to this.

on the second thought. i should hve been used to this by now. since it always happening to me every single day. yeah every single day. 

its 11.55pm now and i just remembered i missed out on my favourite show today.

ghost hunters on star world.

shit.

alright goodnight.