another rough day in school today. my day in school on monday wasnt that good either.

now im thinking that im going to have a rather hectic week.

firstly, because of the insane weather. its driving me nuts.
its getting on my nerves. i dont like to feel hot all the time and sweat like fuck.
id feel uncomfortable. very uncomfortable.
okay i gotta stop talking like that.

so lemme just elaborate more about today.
which got me so pissed off. not to mention monday.
it was a combination of monday bluez + moodswings.
oh god the worst feeling to feel ever.
everything around seems to irritate me a whole lot.

it was raining in the morning and i was saying thank god the moment i heard rain drops outside my window. so i went to school with jaja and fatheha. lessons annoying the hell out of me because my brain doesnt seem to absorb anything. i didnt even bring my bio 10 years series.

drew a mini city at the bottom page of my fulscap paper and played with the scissors. no i wasnt cutting myself or what shit you call it, i was using the scissors as a bomb to kill suzs army. now that sounds crazy. had bio remedial after school. again no book. fuck. after school.. dont bother talking about it. bf got me so pissed off i left right out of the gate. i was walking to the mrt because i wanted to top up my ez-link when i caught suz staring at me, smiling. i smiled back and told her to not make me smile because i was frowning right from where i left sch till then.

: muke kau seram ah. kekek pun ade. aku mcm nak ketawe.

haha wth. so i went back to the bustop and sat down for a little while. fatheha came over and told us she saw yu tong. haha goodbye yu tong, may you last long with the person you are always on the phone with in school. he came up to me and said sorry. i was so furious i companied suz to get her drink from the bubble tea shop. then we happen to see this tall, insane person. chinese, wore specs, who wears his pants way up high and heavy built. to summarise him up, hes just scary. i saw him a couple of times and i got so scared i almost cried. he saw me, pointed and then smiled. suz said " harap harap dier takmo dtg sini sudah. " and the next thing we knew he was right in between us. he zoomed in on my face said hi and did the same thing to suz. he then stood at the entrance and told the lady in the shop : ta hen ke ai leh! -.-

dont blame me if my hanyu pinyin sucks. its been a long time since ive had any chinese lesson. so yeah, i got so scared i cried the hell out of myself. i think there is something wrong with me..

eh but very scary you know.

im choosing creepy crawlers for my mid year art exam. super lazy to develop any more ideas for mid year or any prelim. just wanna concentrate on my n level preparations. bf made chicken pie during homec lesson today and gave one to me. fuck it tasted so good i was jealous.

im a girl..
who doesnt know how to cook.
i suck.

hahah what the world..
i wanna go watch tv.
goodnight.