ah hello may.

never did expect the 5th month

would come so soon..

but anyhoo, its already the 5th month of the year,

and its going to be june in a months time..

holy crap time is fucking flying fast!

so exams are starting tomorrow.

seems like everybody already blogged about it too.

tomorrows the exam, i gotta study..

yea blablabla

we all know the story

its always the same saying before the examination starts 

always panicking before the exams

telling other people you needa study and that you have to

blablabla, yet again

if your thinking im being sarcastic right here

well nope im not.

im talking about myself la idiot. 

but it seems totally different now

i started doing my 10 year series for english 

and im almost done with the book

yay!! not.

i only hope one of the passages is going to come out for the trial examination

hahahaha fat hope.

i dont like staying at home. well i never did.

it doesnt feel home-y,

well i just dread coming home most of the times.

firstly because i get yelled at for no apparent reasons

or maybe just get cursed at for nothing 

then i go in my bed room, lock the door

and ponder..

WHAT IN THE WORLD HAVE I DONE WRONG.

well maybe theyre going thru something 

or as they claim it ' parents stuff children should not know '

hello im already 16 years old ( well im not actually im only 15 )

but your talking to me as if im some 5 year old kid 

i get cursed at when i forgot to make a fucking cup of milo for my sis

when my sis is almost the same size as me

god damn it 

what shes retarded or something 

that she cant even make her own cup of milo.

see this is why being the eldest among your siblings, suck.

i always get the blame for doing nothing at all.

and i repeat. NOTHING.

enough about home. im getting sick of pursuing the issue over and over again.

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baby,

so much.

i hope youre reading this :)