you make it real for me,

i embrassed myself in school today.

i slept after i was done with the physics paper

so i went to rest my head.

i was dreaming something terrible

so terrible that everybody around me started to get shot

the sounds ever so terrifying

then i got shot

the moment i got shot, 

i woke up with a jolt.

only to find out that the sound effects were not from my dream 

but it was only a dream.

so i went back to sleep

then i dreamt of being in the field again

this time, alone

then i got shot right at my heart

i woke up with a jolt again

only to find out that its only sidek knockin on my table 

sickening.

im so bored and i have nothin else to do...

ah wait i think i know. lets give him a suprise text saying..

i miss you.

i am totally out of ideas for the trial examinations.

...

what in the world am i supposed to do now.

fuck i need to find something to do before i fall asleep.

id like to thank syida for knocking some sense into me yesterday.

thank you, dear syida :)

love you boyfriend.

i miss you so.