June 19, 2009











Part of village.



1. i didn't know my cousin was a matrep. ha ha ha.

1. jessica, ragil, and tomi ivan kennedi.

1. my grandfather carrying wood ( and he's almost 70 ) 2. my grandfather crafting.

1. the place outside my house. 2. a duck.

1. uncle on bike. 2. lalangs

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hello world.
it's 11.14 pm on a friday night...
and today i seem rather... dreamy.
and why is that so?
i do not know.
( hey what dya know its rhymes )

okay so moving along,
i dreamt about something really sad last night,
and i cried while i was dreaming about it
cos i felt my heart sink right through..
i dreamt about my 5 year old cousin from java in indonesia
i was out with someone when i saw this nursery school
so i entered it and i saw someone that look exactly like him
and i mean exactly. his clothes his hair,
so i ran to him and hugged him
he pushed my hands and ran away
i turned all around and he couldnt be found 
what made me even more upset, its the fact that i wont be able to see him for a very long time.
and im still pretty upset about it.

OH WELL.
life has to move on.
boyfriend and i didnt get to celebrate our third yesterday 
and we are moving it on the sunday instead 
but i might not be able to go out on that sunday because i just remembered its fathers day.
family might have already have plans to celebrate the occasion
oh. well. thats. too. freaking. bad.
and im going to have lessons on the next day
well that sucks..

and a sorry to syida cos im not able to go out tomorrow
i dont have any money with me right now 
basically to say i am broke.
broke as hell i dont even have 2 bucks with me now.
oh god no.

oh and before i forget,
the news said moh is thinking of extending the sch holidays maybe a week or two.
HELL YEAH! but i would be fucking broke and i wouldnt be able to shop for anything i want 
but then again maybe its good cos i have an extra week to do my homework.

missing boyf pretty much now.
):

oh, well,
goodnight.

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