wrong timing for everything

and so i twisted my knee during p.e lesson
now 1/4 f the sch knows about it
omg do i feel embarrassed
or do i feel embarrassed

the pain was fucking unbearable la
feels like someone is hammering your leg repeatedly
i'd like to thank bbygirls for helping me and din
love for being there for me when i was in pain :)
wtf wtf wtf
swear i am so embrassed

so anyway
mr sidek called dad to come over to send me to the hosp
he came at 9.30 am
suz companied me while i was waiting for dad to come over
once again, thank you so much :)

got inside the car and dad drove home.
waited in the car because dad wanted to get his ic and such
brought me to changi
and i feel awkward la being the youngest person to be sitting on a wheelchair
everybody who is sitting on the wheelchair is an elderly
dad pushed me over to the counter
and there was this group of elderly staring at me

dude, my knee hurts
your not the only one
i'm in pain too

haha jk
so yeah
then there was this malay guy
i think he is from poly, on attachment
cursed a couple of eldery because they couldn't wait
' tak tau nak sabar sial. pukimak '
hahaha
i feel you
besides, the entrance was full of people
its no wonder he got annoyed

moving along
i had to wait to enter a room
took temperature and checked y blood pressure ( am not sure why the hell they even bother to check it when its my knee that hurts )
i dont know maybe its got something to do with it
haha
yah ok and then right, check check and all already
wait to go for another room
after waiting go inside the room
doctor pressed on my knee
i screamed ' AH! "
then he said " ah, im sorry it hurts. "
in a rather...
low kind of voice

which kinda scares me
but who cares

and then i was moved over to another room,
to give the form and such
then the nurse called me over again and made me sign a declaration form
so i took the pen and saw the words..
" i am NOT pregnant "
then i went " huhhhhh wtf "
so i am ready to get my xray done
the doctor gave me a choice of whether i wanted to take an injection or eat pills
my dad decided to get the injection and...

i shouted " huh what noo!! "
then the doctor says " okay okay, i'll get the pills for you. "
and so i have to proceed to another room to get the pills
was excited for it but i got to know i had to swallow the whole thing
and i fucking hate doing that

after which i have to wait for another room to get my x-ray done
then ting ting ting
number came out
got myself laid down on something
they twisted my whole body in such a way
that my knee hurts fucking worst then before

then i said " AH! "
even louder this time
and they said " i know it hurts. just bear with it. oh and btw, you wore the wrong side of the mask. "
then i looked at the mask and laughed to myself
while im in pain
haha lawl

yah okay
then i proceeded to get my appointment done
18th of aug
fantastic
i have a appointment for BCG on the 17th
now i cant even o to sch on my 5th month with the boy
why must everything fall on the wrong dates this month
so sickening

might be coming back to sch on thursday after school
to finish up with my art
didn't want to come but looks like i have to
since theres no school on monday
and i have to hand it all up by tuesday
fuck it

it's 9.07 p.m on a tuesday night,
and i am signing off.
goodnight.