haha hey you know

my blog has been filled with depressing posts lately

and i find it kinda funny

because i got sick and tired of viewing my own blog

these few days

or maybe weeks

whatever

so anyway, thank god everythings okay

felt so much better after telling him the truth of which he didnt know...

i'll not elaborate on it anymore

glad that we are okay again, love :)

somehow i am hurt when i see you sad/angry/ or just down

but i always managed to make him smile in the end

no matter how many times we fuss and fight

you should know that i can never stop loving you

missing you always, xoxo

dude it sounds like a love letter already haha

so anyway i did my english paper today

also finished with my ss paper

ohhh such a relief

wanted to say that it was kinda easy,

but when i say that i'd always end up failing the paper

no sriously.

ive been saying that since primary school and i kept failing the paper

-.-

so instead of saying it as easy, i'd say i was able to do it

just that i am not that confident that i will ace the paper

especially for english... my chose question one for my compo

sending the wrong email for unfortunate news

i wrote about a guy who has a sick mother who joined the lucky draw of a grand prize of 2 million bucks checked the email everyday in the internet cafe 2 weeks later the email came and he didnt get the grand prize then as he was chopping wood ( yeah i know, doesn't link with the story at all ) outside his house, a young man came and asked for him. he said " yes, i am James, who are you? " ( i named my chracter James, yeah i know James is like a name of a stupid darn cat ) then he said " oh do you remember entering a lucky draw, lets say errr.. about a week ago? " James said yes and he screamed upon receiving the news

now you tell me,

how the freaking hell am i supposed to get a good grade for such a childish compo

had no idea what i was writing until i was in the middle, writing towards the end

i wanted to crumple the whole thing to rewrite it all over again

but then it was nearly time and...

so i submitted it

hope they understand my bullshit story

god i am so worried about it

on a totally different note, i noticed my hair grew so much longer

am so happy that its length is already half my back

if i were to straighten it, woooooweeeee

miss having my straight hair :/

can't wait for our 6th month together

which is next friday

i would be able to surprise him again!

hee, doesn't matter if he doesn't surprise me

just as long as he is by my side, everythings perfect

this time i'd make it really surprising till he says ' oh my god! '

if he doesn't...

well imma make him say it anyway

haha :)

so, another 26 more days to the next n level paper

dont understand why they have to extend it till next month -.-

maybe they are giving us extra time to study

which means = more intensive

wah nb confirm weak uh in class...

next sunday is already hari raya

yeah won't be celebrating cos i have no family here in sg

can't go back to indo because we just went back during the june hols

haiya, so that means i'd be at home watchin tv

sad uh? no la, i got used to it already hahaha

okay i think ive typed enough here.

till here.