i cleaned my house today.

re arranged the furniture.

whipped up something for myself for lunch.

went to fetch my sister form school..

everything seems good.

only i couldn't find the teddy bear he gave me anywhere at home.

i thought it was in my big box of soft toys in my room.

while walking home i asked my sister whether she saw the bear anywhere.

sis : dont want tell you later you scold..

me : what tell me la just say. where the teddy bear?

sis : daddy go give someone else... ( looking down )

me : (shouts) WHAT THE HELL WHO HE GIVE TO?

sis : yingying (neighbour) la...

me : (shouts) WHY HE ANYHOW TAKE ONE?!

sis : (silence)

me : wah lao idiot leh that one my friend give one leh! wah lao then what daddy say?

sis : i tell him already this teddy bear jiejie still want then he say nvm, jiejie won't know one.

i got so pissed off with dad. i swear i just wanted to explode right there and then.

we reached home and i waited for dad to come home.

as soon as he opened the door,

me : why you give my teddy bear away!!

dad : (oh-shit-she-found-out-look)

me : that teddy bear i still want why you anyhow take then give yingying!!

dad : then you anyhow throw?!

me : where got anyhow throw i just put it with the rest of the toys what!

dad : (silent)

i started to shed a tear or two because i was so freaking pissed off.

mom opened the door next and saw my face.

mom : aiya can buy new one what...

me : whre can buy new one that one my friend give one!!!! ( started weeping and shouting at the same time )

mom : aiya then go exchange lor... then any teddy bear in your room then ask jessica exchange

me : (runs to bedroom and finds another toy)

mom : find another bear already not?

me : not yet la! how come he can anyhow take one!

mom : aiya he dont know what..

me : how can he dont know everybody in this house know i sleep with the teddy bear everyday one what!!

mom : (kept quiet and helped find another teddy bear)

me : nah. find already.

dad : cannot exchange already la. give already how to exchange.

me : wah lao then you anyhow take i still want it okay!

dad : then you anyhow put who ask you to put there..

me : PUT WHERE? I JUST PUT IT WITH THE REST OF THE TOYS. I DIDNT SAY I DIDNT WANT IT.

dad : ( silent )

mom : give her two lor..

me : give her the whole damned box of soft toys i dont care i just wan that teddy bear!

i ran to my sis and asked her to made the exchange as fast as she could because my neighbour's door was open.

door open = ying ying is in.

sis then came back

with the teddy bear home.

i have to thank god for this man.

thanks a hell lot for bringing the teddy bear back.

thank god she didn't brought it home or smth otherwise i'd be so mad...

i'd be so mad i wouldn't talk to anybody for weeks.

no.

seriously.