today?

and so i am back from...
bedok with family.

went around to see things
walked pass a shoe shop that sold the flats i've wanted to buy so long
price was reasonable and it was at a 20% discount
i told my mom to come over and see the flats
then she asked for the sales person : can you get her err size 37/38 please?

then i was shocked and i said : YOU'RE BUYING THIS FOR ME?

she looked at me and kept quiet.

and then i did the same and tried the flats.
she paid for it and went to look around some more..
i asked her whether or not it is possible for me to get a new phone..

Me : Ma, can buy new phone? Sony Eric W508, it's really nice. When can i buy it?
Mum : Your birthday.

she has been so generous these few days, i feel so happy
she bought me the flats she used to say it looks like shit
she planned to buy me a new handphone when she used to say : YOU HEAD AH! when i mentioned the word " handphone "

this rules.

while walking around, saw someone i thought i knew..
she looked up and yeap it was her, nuril!
been a long time since i've seen you uh!
i've missed you,
hope your reading this!

so dad planned to buy satay and eat it at home
here i am eating sitck by stick of satay with gravy and ketupat hell yeah..

o h m y g o d

fat already uh fat already
nevermind, i shall jog every morning after n's since theres no more school left yeah!

i am dead tired.

oh and by the way, the girl ely in your blog, miskiah is not me.
i don't have any faults with you and i don't know why you're putting the blame on me.
i don't even type that way in the first place. i don't wish to pursue this matter any longer, so let us drop it alright. thanks.

today's the last day of school for us. where we would sit down and literally just study and do our classwork, in class. where we would sit down, shout to the teacher, ask for teacher's permission to go to the toilet. throw paperballs, vandalise tables, type nonsensical messages on whiteboards, writing the class mood, date, how many are present. the last time we would be doing our duty roster. the last time we would have chairmans, and vice chairmans in our class. the last of everything a secondary school. i admit i almost cried during the last lesson because i don't know just seems like time is going too fast. too fast i don't even realise " hey, today's the last day of school in telok kurau. in secondary life. "

so many memories left, and still quite vivid in my mind. today i sat in class thinking about what happened during sec 1, 2 and 3. what kinda shit i've been through, what kinda shit i've got myself and brought upon myself. what kinda friends i've made, good ones and bad ones. History class in sec 1... CCA open house, the uniform group camps we used to have. With Npcc and the st. johns. The songs i've learnt, the commands i've learnt. The mistakes i've learnt.

Then i realised i have been so much through in secondary school for this four years. What it may seem only like the start of school... I don't feel like today's the last day, really. I thought tomorrow's a school day. I was looking forward to go to school every monday because i'd usually make an alarm at 5 every weekdays. yeah i know i've typed too much... but seconday school memories seem to be a part of me. especially the friends i have made during these four years. I learnt that people come and go, we learn to accept them into our lifes but we also have to learn to let them go. The thought of me not being able to meet all of my friends once again saddens me.

Everybody was saying to each other ' Don't forget about me okay? I'd never want to lose you as a friend. '
' Later we go out of school, all dye hair already, all like gangster already ah! '
' Wah i very sad leh, today last day go school with you guys. It's like so damn fast.. '
' We'll never lose contact okay! Remember JFS! '
' Come everybody sign on the table, so everybody can read our 2009 class 4n2! '
' Come everybody take picture, take our last picture together. '
' I wish i knew you since sec 1. '
' I wish i knew you earlier. '

all of this comments from babygirls.

I gave out a deep sigh listening to everybody saying that to almost every one. What's worst, we were giving hugs to each other when it was time to go home. I shed a tear or two, because every goodbye kinda hurts. Even if it doesn't hurt that much, you'll still feel the pinch inside. We'll never lose contact okay, we won't. Secondary school life and memories are rather precious to me.

Now i'm starting to sound all emotional and stuff, don't blame me. Everybody is saddened about it too :/

tomorrow's the last... get together.. session together. will be jalan raya-ing with dear classmates and 4n3. Don't know what i'll be wearing, don't know what shoes i'll be wearing. I don't know nothing at all. I shall wake up early in the morning tomorrow ( of course i will, i always do )

yawns, i think i just typed a composition here. Wonder who reads my posts...
seriously i find my blog so boring i don't even bother viewing it after i post.
no, really.

alright, i am off to webcam with suz ( som bo dee ) right now.
goodbye saveushere.

goodnight.