save him

it's 6.53 pm on a wednesday afternoon
and i just woke up from my sleep...

and i still feel so weak.

head was pretty heavy in school
because my mornings are always with painful headaches
these few days i don't know why..

ouh well.

art lesson today got me really in stress mode
after what i have drew for my development and my exploration
i still have to make changes to it
after changing it a million of times already
well not literally a million times but..
yeah you get what i mean.

so freakin stressed up with art right now
what my art teacher said about my exploration kinda hurt me
just a a little, on the inside
well she could have said it as try harder instead of this uh... really is horrible!

and i get so fed up today
because every little thing i do seems wrong
like how my history teacher diedie want to see my link sentence
when i am trying so hard to figure out what in the world the paper is trying to say
and since she made the whole class wait for me
i came up with absurd link sentences
and i got pissed

then when right after the permission for the toilet thingy happened right after her lesson
i got pissed again
really pissed

oh and..

i just got to know my punishment.
2 weeks detention
.....
everyday till 5.
i don't know what i will do everyday in the room
most probably do my art
or maybe just revise my work
but i couldn't accept the fact where i have to delete my blog
this blog contains a whole lot of memories
even i don't dare to delete it
from 2008 to 2009 memories...

i love saveushere.
and i am sure i won't delete off saveushere

ah well it is already 7.05 p.m
but looking out at the window...
( brb, lemme just look out for a little while )

back. doesn't look like 7 at all
oh how time fly so slow today, sigh

no matter how many times we misunderstand and fight, boy
you should know, i just can't stop loving you

imy(sm)...
wonder if he does too?

goodnight.