sickening

hey young world, 

it's 9.43 pm on a tuesday night 

just finished watching the season finale for fighting spiders

felt rather sad because of the ending 

peter ended up leaving sg for london

but annie and tony stories were so sweet,

it could make me cry any time they act

yeah yeah i know

but i couldn't help it 

oh well, wonder what show is going to replace fighting spiders 

...

so! let's blog about... well, today 

today i am happy

today i am sad 

today i am feeling rather envious

today im feeling tired

today im feeling lucky 

today i feel like smiling 

today i feel like frowning 

today i feel like slapping someones face 

today i got irritated 

today i got so annoyed

today i felt so restless

today i felt heavy 

today i felt insecure 

today i felt...

well what dya know.. theres nothing i feel anymore 

thats it.

today i got so mad at bf in sch i almost thought of ignoring him 

but he managed to make me smile

if he didn't at least try to, i guess i'd be ignoring him right now 

and then i gave that one of a kind jeling

then he got sad

awww..

so i went to tampines  to get one of those message lolly 

and asked for a im sorry message to be pasted at the top of it

was waiting for the time to pass by cos love was playing soccer

rabaah, suz, fana and i spent our time in food culture 

i'd like to thank rabaah for treating me spaghetti :)

thank you rabaah!

so we sat down, talked about our past 

like we used to dress, how we used to call ourselves,

how we stalked someone, how we follow every single thing about someone 

how we take our neoprints, the very first time we went out together

the clothes we wear

and the poses we used to love to do for every picture 

god, those were the times

am already missing it so much.

then rabaah companied me to famous amos to buy the message lolly thingy 

went up to the boy's void deck and waited for him for about 30 minutes 

( yeah he got me waiting for the first time )

when he came i automatically started my speech,

* takes out cookie * hello dear, i know you were mad at me just now. so im giving you this, to say that im really sorry. forgive me syg * smile * 

then he went all grinning and smiling saying thank you all the way :)

hahaha nice to see you smile after frowning for quite a while 

afterwhich he sent me back home even when he was so tired after the soccer game 

thanks for that love muahhh!

so my n levels oral is on thursday 

what the fuck im not even ready for anything yet 

but i have already started studying my physics 

the weakest subject of the weakest 

nah, just kidding.

i still have homework to do 

and i have not laid a finger on it 

tsk sickening la.

okay then i shall begin with it...

right.

now.

goodnight.