hello young world,
it's 9:25 p.m on a sunday night.

and i am missing bf like hell,
it's been a week since i've hugged him
and i don't think i can get any hugs from him this month.
reason being we're fasitng during the day,
and he has to go to terawih at night...

when we can go out together, he either has to go home early or just celebrate family's birthday

just feeling upset that this month is a whole lot different :/

just want you to know that i am missing you crazy uh
i hope you won't be busy on the 18th this month
just one day will do,
cause i already planned a suprise for him for our 6th

oh how quick time flies
it's our 6th month together this september
it was like yesterday when we got together
we're already half a year old,
another half of a year and we're turning one years old, love.
and i can hardly wait for that :)

and speaking of time,
n levels is starting on the 8th of september
damn freaking fast uh.
after that a week or two of intensive,
then another week of n levels and we're done with secondary school life.
i'm just not ready to leave yet..

just the thought of it makes me sad,
wonder how we are going to live without each other
wonder how our new environment will be
i hate adapting to new changes,
then getting hurt in the process
...

yeah i've mentioned it a million times already
yada yada yada

new courses, new friends, new school
uhh really im not ready for all of this yet
mayeb i got used to secondary school like already
4 years uh. it's n levels in 2 weeks time,
then the next thing you know it's prom night, the last day of everything :/

okay i feel sad right now

currently waiting for boyf to finish his terawih and then his text
will be celebrating teachrs day tomorrow in school
and i will be wearing...

:)
you will know

i bet right, someone will CONFIRM copy what i wear
or just tryta buy something related to it
its so annoying but errr...

nobody can ever be me.
i repeat ah, never.

:)

even though tomorrow is supposed to be a together outing
i doubt i can enjoy the day
because boyf has to go home by 5 in the evening :/
i very sad la wahlao eh...

anyway, im thinking of straightening my hair for next year chinese new year
maybe doing temporary perm
i'[m getting sick and tired with my hair already
had curly hair for 8 months going on 9 months already
i miss my straight hair :/

and eh, where are you man suz
i've been waiting for you to go online from the afternoon
oh confirm you go to your grandparents house.
hahaha nevermind tomorrow can slap you
:)

ah dah la.

today.
is.
so.
mundane.

feels like i am homestaying almost everyday
god i have to start cracking my brains now and start studying my humanities
but i always seem to procrastinate..

oh well.

and,
good luck with jaja and fatheha for tomorrow's performance yah.
don't be nervous, breatheeeee!

alright i'm going to catch blood diamond now.
goodnight.