didn't have the mood to blog at all
just hate it when things change,
and we have to try our best to adapt to it
i hate it, i hate getting hurt on the process to get use to it
especially when people change
you'll get hurt countless of times before you get used to it
or maybe
you can just knock some sense into the person
and tell em' not to change.
sometimes people don't even realise that they are changing
sometimes their love ones keeps quiet and tolerates
and thats when they step on your head
when you dont like what you see/hear/feel
tell em how you really feel.
don't sit back and try to understand why hes doing it when you are actually hurt because of his actions
don't sit back and watch him do the same mistakes all over again
don't sit back and let him step on you
and most importantly, don't give in when you know you are not at fault.
you only say you're sorry when you have done something wrong.
now if you say sorry, they will think they are right and they will keep doing it again.
is it true or is it true?
well i don't know.
maybe this is just my perception of things.
i hate seeing people change
it makes me feel so different
i hate going through things
and not knowing what to do next
and then when your heart feels like making things right
something hinders you and you feel all weak
sometimes you can give in to things when its not your fault
but don't give in to every mistake that he does
because you will end up packing your bags
and then leave
hmm...
doubt anybody understands what i meant
oh well
so anyway,
i spent my whole saturday in the art room in school
to dye my cloth
mdm sahara chose a combination of kingfisher, arabian knight and elephant grey
for my tie and dye
i finished dying at 3
but stayed a little longer till 5
because the others were rushing through their work
to start dying
so i helped a little here and there to make it easier
even helped haidar sew the whole cloth and
did all the pulling
going over to his place later to help him dye
after which me and suz will head to the swap and shop flea market
that is if, we can finish dying the cloth earlier
i don't know what time the flea ends
if not, me and suz will head out to far east to get some new tops for me
hell yeah
i ordered an acid washed pants from a spree
and they said 2 weeks max
its been already 2 weeks now
and they haven't send the orders yet...
fucking hate it when i have to wait
i planned to wear it on 7 of august,
where i have to wear a red colored top
to celebrate national day in school...
and i have nothing to wear at all
...
...
...
wtf wtf wtf
i just realised that i have to wear something to match with shoes
hmm...
alah later then i think la
make me stress only
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