so much...

there are so many things but not the right time to say
so many secrets that are kept on the inside
so many feelings one can hide
so many things to do but so little time
so many ideas but don't know what to do
so many thoughts that are not even supposed to be in the inside
so much hurt that would change one's thinking
so much pain that would change one's behavior
so much misery that would change one's character

you see em' smilin everywhere they go
you see em grinning and laughing
teasing and making jokes
you see em' talking so happily
so chirpy everyday

all of these are deceptions
my heart goes out to the people who has been suffering on the inside for far too long
like i've said in the previous post

sometimes you let your heart decides all of your decisions
sometimes you your heart hinders you when you already made a decision
sometimes you heart stops you from leaving

but you must also have to think and see,
whether your loved on has opened their heart, for yours.


" sometimes you will feel that people don't appreciate that you are always there for them, sometimes you may have taken others' presence in your life for granted, sometimes when taken for granted people may turn away from you unexpectedly, sometimes, sometimes, sometimes.... just remember to always at ALL TIMES appreciate what you have, the people that love and care for you, cos' at any ONE TIME, they may turn away from you cos of that sometimes.. reflect... MOST TIMES.. Sometime, ALL THE TIME. "