selamat hari raya!

Selamat Hari Raya!

maaf zahir dan batin :)

if i hurt anybody, i apologize. please forgive me because i really didn't mean to :D

and i apologize especially to md firdaus. i've hurt you in so many ways and i betrayed your trust. now that your gone, only then i realised what i've got. you're the world's best boyfriend and i misused the chance again. i'm sorry for what i have done. you have no idea how much i regret not taking care of your heart back then. i hope it's not too late yet. this time, i am going to prove to you that i will change. i will change this attitude of mine and not be the same girl you used to know. i'll wait for you, no matter how long it takes. i'll do anything just for you to come back. i'll still love you the same no matter what happens. i know i've said this to you a million times, but thi time i really seriously regret. i was impatient with everything and didn't give you any space on your own to think. when i think back what i did, i cried so hard because you gave me a chance, you showed me the meaning of love and i pushed it away. i pushed you away. i'm sorry for all the words i have said that hurt you, i am sorry for everything that hurts you. my attitude, the words i have said that made you brokenhearted.. i hope you would forgive me and let the past go. i knw it's not easy to do that and it takes time. it's okay, i'll wait.i'll be patient this time. i'll learn to be patient. i'm sorry i can't forgive you, because you never did anything wrong in the first place. i'm sorry, i'm really sorry. though this feeling of regret is eating me alive, it's okay, i'll wait for you. because i now know that my love for you is true.

i'm sorry.