September 24, 2009

this is it. are you ready?

The guy and the girl met in university. They got closer and then soon fell in love. They were each other's first lovers. They dated for almost 3 years now and they decided to get married.
The guy realises that he started to have pale red spots on his face and started to lose weight drastically. He also has chronic cough and diarrhoea for quite some time. Curious, he went to the hospital for a checkup on whether or not he has Aids. The results came out after a while and it is proved, a positive. He cried his heart out knowing that he was going to pass away soon. Then one day, they went to get their wedding shots taken. The guy puts on his tux, and waited for his fiancee. The girl then tried on her wedding dress and got out. The guy, held the girl's hand and walked towards the mirror.

Girl : (whispers) I think we look suitable for each other ( giggles )
Guy : Repeat that again? ( laughs )
Girl : ( whispers ) I... Think... We... Look... Suitable.. For... Each.. Other.. ( giggles )
Guy : ( laughs ) You're praising yourself ( smiles at the girl )
Guy : You look beautiful in that wedding dress.
Girl : ( whispers ) I know ( giggles ) Imagine walking down the aisle...
Guy : and marrying you, you'll be here with me for the rest of my life ( smiles )
Guy : Let's change your wedding dress, i'm taking you out for dinner ( smiles )

The girl went in the room and changes out from her wedding dress. He then stepped outside and cried his heart out, again, because he knew he could not spend the rest of his life with someone he loves so much, and that he has already passed the virus over to her.

He then went out later in the afternoon to meet with his fiancee after she have done shopping for their new bedsheets for their new bed. his fiancee came out a few mins later...

Girl : hello love, i am done with my shopping! Look what i've got, new bedsheets. I got the one with stars on it, just the way we like it * smiles widely *
Guy : Why did you take so long hm? Guess you took a very long time choosing the new bedsheets huh?
Girl : Of course! I chose special ones, ones that nobody used it yet :)
Girl I had this ring customized again since the first ring didn't fit you. The first one was not the correct size for you because you became so much skinnier. Okay, let's try this one. ( puts ring in finger )
Girl : Why is it that the ring still doesn't fit you? ( looks at the guy )
Guy : ( silent )
Girl : You've lost so much weight and you look awfully pale and tired.
Guy : ( Pulls the girl towards him and hugged her tightly ) I love you so much, you know that right?
Girl : Haha what's wrong? why the sudden hug?
Guy : ( still hugging the girl ) I just want to hold you so tight in my arms, if i could i'd never let you go..
Girl : Haha so silly of you to say that, of course you will have me forever. Even if you were to leave me, i'd never let you go. Give me your hand.
Guy : ( gives hand )
Guy : What if, what if i have done something wrong?
Girl : Hmmm... Depends on what you have done :) if it is something that can be forgiven i will forgive you, if it can't be forgiven... i won't let you off! ( giggles )
Guy : What if i have done something wrong until you can't forgive me? ( Tear rolls down on cheeks )
Girl : ( pushes back ) What's wrong? What have you done?
Guy : I'm sorry, i'm really sorry..
Girl : What is it? What happened?
Guy : I... have Aids.

The girl then runs to the hospital to get her checkup done. It says she has HIV positive. The girls runs away to a wide open space. The guy, even weaker now chases after her..

Guy : ( grabs her hand, almost falling down ) Please dear...
Girl : ( shoves him away ) I hate you!
Guy : ( gasping for air ) I'm sorry.. I'm really sorry..

The girl then avoided him for a few days. She was at home when she got a phone call from the guy. The guy coughs nonstop, and asked her to come down and meet him over at the swimming pool. He sits by the edge and waited for her. He coughs and got eventually got weaker and weaker...
The girl runs down and met him by the swimming pool. She cried the moment she saw him coughing nonstop. He looked at her with his weak eyes and a face ever so pale. The girl then came up to him and gave him a hug and cries on his shoulder.

Guy : Does that mean you have forgiven me? ( coughs and sheds a tear at the same time )
Girl : ( cries ) I've forgiven you... I've forgiven you a long time ago.
Guy : That's... ( cough ) That's good.

The guy then faints on her shoulder, and she panicked. She called for an ambulance and immediately warded him. The girl prayed so hard that he would still live. The girl stayed by his side until he woke up. Then later in the afternoon the girl felt something moved, she opened her eyes. He was awake. She thanked god. The guy then asked her to bring him over to the park behind the hospital. She brought him to the park, and sat down by the large tree, right in the middle of where they could see the whole park.

The guy lies down on her shoulder, the girl holds the guy tightly in her arms at the side.

Guy : I'm sorry for what i've done...
Girl : Don't say that, Don't mention it anymore. I've forgiven you, remember?
Guy : But i've done you wrong...
Girl : It's okay, It doesn't matter. As long as you are here with me, everything will be fine, everything will be fine. ( starts crying )
Guy : ( looks at sky ) Today is such a beautiful day... I wonder how it feels like to live just for another day..
Girl : ( cries even harder ) Don't say that, you know you will live, don't say that okay? everything will be alright.
Guy : If you ever miss me, you can come down here and listen to the rustle of the leaves. You will know i am here, with you... Especially in your heart..
Girl : ( cries evern harder ) Don't say that please.. I don't want to come over here to listen to the rustle of the leaves, i want to listen to you, i want to listen to you playing the violin for me. I don't want the leaves, I just want you.. Please don't go...
Guy : ( cries softly and looks at the sky ) I feel very tired... I feel very very tired... ( starts to close eyes )
Girl : Don't say that, you'll get enough rest, you will live my dear, you will. Stay, hang on there. I know it hurts, Hang on there.
Guy : ( closes eyes )
Girl : Dear, are you okay? dear? why are you so silent? love what's wrong? ( looks at his face )
Girl : DEAR!!!!!!!!!! ( cries even harder ) Don't leave me, no you're tired that's all, you're tired right, wake up darling wake up!!!!!
Girl : ( cries even harder this time )

Appreciate what you've got before it's all too late.. When you regret and finally lost something. you'll beg for one last chance... but you know you will never get it. Take every chance given and never take it for granted. When things don't go your way, don't think about how much you want to change the world, think about how you can change yourself. Don't change yourself when the person has already left and is already impossible for the other party to give you another chance.. Don't live your life in regret, just like me.

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