today,

i feel normal.

i think i am beginning to know and learn what trust, really means.

i think i know how it feels like trusting someone, with all of your heart.

i think now i know how it feels like trusting someone, without a single doubt in your heart.

i think i know now.

i think i know now...

yes i do now.

because if i don't, why don't i have doubts anywhere in my head, in my heart?

because if i don't why don't i usually get mad or sad about, almost everything.

because if i don't why don't i say a whole lot of things that i don't mean to make myself feel better?

today, i have no doubts. i wasn't afraid, i wasn't paranoid, i wasn't worried, i wasn't scared, i wasn't sad, i wasn't doubting anything at all.

today, i finally learnt how to trust someone.