better in time

why do i feel so weak.

it's 5.15 am in the morning and all i'm thinking about it what you've said to me last night.

i just still can't accept the fact that we have ended so soon...

it feels just like yesterday when i last hugged you..

it feels just like yesterday when i last sat beside you..

with all of these memories, i know and i will

miss you so very much..

sigh, i just can't face up reality

i feel like skipping school because i still need time just alone at home.

but then again i would still have to get prepared for the worst

with the different changes

" you just have to accept the fact and move on, steph. "

i know, i know..

but i can't do it immediately just like that

sigh..

this must probably be the weakest point in my life

thank you dear friends and suz

for saying that don't worry, you still got me.

it's not easy to move on, but i guess i'll try.

i'll try my very best to :/

LEONA LEWIS - BETTER IN TIME (VIDEO)

I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming
Thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All that I know is I'mma be ok


Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok


Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will


Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

s i g h . . .